The day before for D-Day

I told Wei Ni and Po that I would do it.
When i had that idea I was excited
With a little bit of fear though

Now, tomorrow is the day that I would actually do it
And I end up being confused and depressed
Not afraid though
Not excited either
I'm wondering how my life would be after I do it
Even if people accept me, would I accept myself?
deep inside I always have this insecurity about it
Not that I hated it
I loved it
But I find it very hard to be

It's like a spy from a cop, undercover as a mafia
And the undercover job was so long
that he somehow bcame a mafia
without even realising it
And when he goes back as a cop
he couldn't find his cop self back

yeah.. thats how i feel

Speak no Evil

Sometimes some people ask me why I'm so quiet
well I'm probably anti-social or more of an introvert
or maybe I'm hard to make friends with
But once I get too comfortable with them
I'll start talking and talking
and I'll be asked to shut up
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oh.. so that why
LOL